what’s it called when you have friends but you’re still lonely
you were drunker than high school, self conscious and sweet. I never ever felt so cool, disguised in your sheets.
What do you call someone
who calls you out on DIY ethics you don’t embody,
as he drains his dad and mommy’s monthly data plan?
An asshole with an iPhone.
I’ll admit, I’m in the same boat
Caught between my adolescent safety net
And where the world wants me to be
But I never use that as an excuse
To treat my friends the way that you treat me
I’ll be a friend and a fuck-up and everything
But I’ll never be anything you ever want me to be
I keep coming back here, where everything slipped.
But I will not spill my guts out
Salad Days- Mad Demarco
But I swear to god, I’m gonna die full of naive optimism
a teenager’s heartbreaking conviction that things can be different.
Oh yeah, things are gonna be real different when we’re finished around here.
I always wanted to die young